{"id":5180,"date":"2009-08-28T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-08-28T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chekyang.com\/musings\/?p=5180"},"modified":"2009-08-28T21:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-08-28T13:00:00","slug":"just-a-stewardess","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/2009\/08\/28\/just-a-stewardess\/","title":{"rendered":"Just a Stewardess"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is an emo blog.<\/p>\n<p>The joys of motherhood (okay, I know that it sounds unbelievable with all the challenges mentioned earlier) made me forget that Hannah does not belong to me (and Yang too). I was rudely awaken to this fact just recently when I read another mother&#8217;s blog.<\/p>\n<p>I feel sad to think that she would have to leave us one day. But it is good to keep in mind of this fact and be thankful to God that He has given Hannah as a gift.<\/p>\n<p>And what an extraordinary gift. If I use it well, there would be growth in grace, patience, humility, perseverance, integrity, wisdom, understanding and love (unconditional &amp; long-suffering). A source of joy and hope, she is a gift to be enjoyed as well. At the moment, her &#8216;ga-ga&#8217; smiles make my day. Hannah is also a mirror that makes me see myself more clearly and I pray that will cause me to improve for the better.<\/p>\n<p>So as our bond deepens with each passing day, I must remember to trust God and let go when the time comes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is an emo blog. The joys of motherhood (okay, I know that it sounds unbelievable with all the challenges mentioned earlier) made me forget that Hannah does not belong to me (and Yang too). I was rudely awaken to<\/p>\n<div class=\"entry-read-more\"><a class=\"read-more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/2009\/08\/28\/just-a-stewardess\/\">Read More<span class=\"cleanwp-sr-only\">  Just a Stewardess<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5180","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-at-home","category-children-blues","wpcat-6-id","wpcat-7-id"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5180","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5180"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5180\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5180"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5180"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chekyang.com\/musings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5180"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}